Trained Observer

I wonder whether my maid uses a Blackberry!

Well almost everyone uses one these days. The other day I was texting diligently on my 'stone-age' mobile when the driver of my office cab took out his Android or I thought it was an Android. I can’t even identify one and probably I will end up branding all touch-screen mobiles as Android and all QWERTY mobiles as Blackberry.

"Man, I am outdated," I told myself that day.

Back to my maid.

“Will she be having a BB?” I wonder whether I am missing out on her services just because I am not connected with her on the famed BB network. Maybe I am.

My maid has been missing from action for a few days now. Since I couldn’t conjure up enough Tamil, in the last one year, to make her understand that I needed her mobile number just in case some information has to be passed, I have no means to contact her. And to make matters worse, she is not in my Facebook list either and the biggest sin is I don't have her BB pin.

“Enough of waiting, it is time for action.” after all, I am used to cleaning my clothes and premises right from my camping days and college till the time I started earning enough to afford a maid.

So the last two days, I have gone back to the things I used to do while living in a dingy room in Triplicane during my early days as a journalist in Chennai. And washing clothes was one of my daily ruts as I didn't want soiled linen to pile up and create a problem for me during my one and only weekly off.

But there was a mini pile for me to handle this time around as I was just back from my Coimbatore trip. I divided the soiled clothes into two, taking the easy-to-wash ones on the first day, keeping my fingers crossed that next day the maid will appear out of the blue to wash the hard ones - my jeans and cargoes.

But she didn't come today either.

So I reluctantly soaked the clothes and during the one-hour Tamil Nadu Electricity Board load-shedding (power cut) at 1 noon, I found myself free from my internet obligations (read: Twitter, Facebook, blog, downloads and G-talk) and started working on my jeans followed by the cargoes I wore travelling in the train.

“Why you little insignificant spec,” I cursed at the small stain on the khaki cloth that was making me sweat. I brushed and brushed wondering what’s wrong. I washed off the froth from the detergent to have a closer look. A brownish mark was smirking back at me. Am sure if the stain had fingers he would have pointed the middle finger at me too.

“I wonder how it came there.” A stain is making me talk to myself, scary, I thought as I went back in time, two days to be exact, to the day the brown little thing made my pants his home.

It was in the train, on my way back from Coimbatore. I had taken the morning Chennai Express from the “Cotton City”; which meant that the eight-hour journey would take me through the sun scorched heart of Tamil Nadu to my destination. I had planned to reserve a seat in the air-conditioned chair car but missed out on the Indian Railways Tatkal window two days before my journey. Instead I got a second class window seat.

As I boarded the train, I was bracing myself for the worst of South Indian summer. But I was also happy that I would at least see life, because that is what is missing in the AC compartment – the usual assembly place for all the selfish and rude people in this world, the professionals and rich wives and daughters, sons too, so that I don't sound sexist.

Coimbatore Junction Railway station

I may have to endure the heat at the second class chair-car, but I will also feel the warmth from the folks around, my fellow travel mates, I was sure, at least that was my experience on my travels across the country during my student days.

Sharp at 6.15 am the train chugged out of Coimbatore Junction, sun already shining bright as usual during any warm summer day. I looked around. It seems my section of the compartment, which had nine seats, had a family of eight, but two of their seats were in another compartment.

The family had an infant, infant's mother, grandparents, an older girl, who I figured is the infant's sister, infant's aunt, two elderly couple... All these were speculations as Tamil language and breaking ice to strike a conversation are not my forte. Besides I had more selfish reasons to stay mum.

Bad of me, I know, but I didn't want to relinquish my seat and go to another compartment so that the family can stay together.

"Selfish bastard," I cursed myself, as I saw the grandfather ask another guy to swap seats and shift to the next compartment. The guy, a gentleman, agreed, while I was left wondering as to where I really belong. It seems I have been corrupted by the comforts of life and now I only belong to the cold, heartless AC compartment and not among warmth and love.

Anyway, I had my chance to make amends as the grandfather began tying a knot on the luggage rack right above me to form a makeshift cradle with a cotton sheet so that the infant can travel in comfort. And then he requested me whether I could move to the seat on the other side so that the baby's mother can sit under the cradle.

"Cool," I said, smiling at this second opportunity to be nice. And so my journey gathered speed.

In my new seat I was bang opposite the other old couple I was mentioning. I figured out later, again my observation and not conversation, that they didn't belong to the family. But they could possibly be neighbours because they were sharing breakfast and soft drinks along with the pleasantries that only people who know each other would share.

Breakfast time!

"Idlis and vadas," I told the vendor, while the rest of my neighbours ordered stuff ranging from pongal-vada to dosa to bread omelette.

Clearly the folks around me were not that used to eating from the aluminium boxes in trains. They were talking a helluva lot of time, while I threw my packet out in five minutes flat and drank water to wash the remaining bits of vada down my esophagus.


I badly wanted to catch up on sleep. For a guy who sleeps around 3 in the morning every day and wakes up around 10, enjoying scenery in a train at 7 am could be quite a pain. I tried my best, leaning left and right, but my sleep was interrupted every other minute by a vendor or a shudder from the Iron carriage. I realised I won't be able to sleep. No issues. I can read.

But I can't read also because of a slight technicality. I am not carrying a book. My friend in Coimbatore had suggested I should carry a paperback for the journey. I said "nay, I would rather prefer watching people". Interesting people I may add.

And the interesting character did enter into my domain in an hour or so when the train reached Erode. A girl, probably in her early 20s, entered the train. Time for assessment!

Brown complexioned, petite girl, probably from a middle-class Tamilian family, I was trying a-la Sherlock Holmes. “Elementary my dear Watson, I deduced it from the way she was dressed” - a Conservative churidhar and medium heels. She was also carrying a backpack, suggesting that she could be a college student.

She came and sat across me as I stretched myself out of my half-sleep, ready to give a smile in case she looks up. She was least interested in me and I realised the reason five minutes after the train left Erode.

A guy, again a college-going type, with an enhanced moustache, which looked a little too artificial for his age and maturity, appeared suddenly from another compartment. And what do you know; he just can't stop talking to this dame.

He was leaning over the elderly couple, happily chatting and I became mad. Apparently I was not the only person who was upset with this exercise. The elderly couple were in some discomfort with the romantic rendezvous happening above their heads and so the husband suggested to the lover-boy to move to the side to talk.

I breathed a sigh of relief as I saw him walk towards the door, opening an avenue for me to make my journey more colourful with the fairer side of things. But the girl got up and went behind "her guy" and again the conversation continued, this time near the compartment door, how Romantic!

Not for long though. The guy left and the girl returned to her seat but it was obvious she was lost in some thought as she was looking out of the window, half smiling, half dreaming. I wonder what. The answer I got soon enough.

The guy came back. This time with another fellow and, after a knowing nod, good old seat swapping happened with the girl walking away with her "boyfriend" to the next compartment. So much for female company!

But I suddenly felt happy for the young lovers. Let them enjoy, it's their world, the train as well was the expanse beyond.

The section next to mine had a bigger family - kids, wives, husband; the whole roll to be exact and like all families in trains, they were loud. Singing and when they were tired of their humming capabilities, they would open one packet of snacks from their seemingly unending bank, a brown shopping bag.

Crunching, munching, they were matching the train's frequency, I felt, as I raced back to the time I took a train ride with my family from Kochi to Kanyakumari during one summer holiday. We also had packed sandwiches and other eatables for our journey and I was just eight years old then. My mom had big trouble making me keep my hands inside the window. I was excited at the vista outside, a novel experience for me, and like any red-blooded kid, I was jumping up and down, "like a terrier", according to my dad. Probably I was wagging my tongue out like one too.

That was then, an eternity or so back. Now I miss my family. Wish they were with me to sing, if not to eat. Wish they were with me...

... I dozed off for a while and when I woke up the train was reaching Katpadi (Vellore) and the family in my section were getting ready to get down. The grandfather looked at me again and spoke to me a second time.

"Thank you," he said. I smiled.

It was around 11 in the morning and the heat was nearing the unbearable bit. I had brought my third bottle of water along with a soft drink and was taking in fluids left and right, just to keep my cool.

Oops! My "what the hell" was greeted by a high-pitched "sorry" by a ten-year-old boy. I couldn't be mad at the kid for falling onto me after the train jerked, can I? So I began wiping the mess. The mango juice I had brought had left its mark though - a stain on my cargoes.

"It would be child's play for my maid," I told myself. Well now I know I was wrong. It was rather, an hour's work for a heavyweight adult.

Back to the last part of my train journey. My fellow travellers had changed by then.

A Muslim gentleman, in all white, was sitting across me, a no-nonsense married lady (prominent red line on forehead, vermilion, telling me so) was sitting on my right and each time I looked at her, I felt that she had anger boiling within her. Maybe she is visiting her husband to blast him for not returning her SMS yesterday or maybe it is a missed grocery list. Women! God knows.

There were a couple of office goers too. From their bags I figured they could be marketing executives. In fact, one of them had a similar bag to which I used to carry during my days as an insurance consultant.

Selling was never my forte though and I had given up that job for writing and journalism. And the lack of selling ability still haunts me. I am enduring a bad pay-package from my current employer now just because I couldn't sell myself proper during the interview. Anyway, I will get my due, hopefully sooner than later.

And to stake claim to that better pay-package, I need to prove myself again and again starting from today, when I join office later in the afternoon to officially put an end to my three-day break in Coimbatore.

With this thought I got down at Chennai Central, greeted by the overhead Railways PA system’s squeaks and static, the roar of humanity - some going home, some staying put - while some, like me, walking towards the taxi bay outside, with no time even to look back at the Iron carriage or the vendors and workers inside it who ensured we weren't that tired after the eight-hour journey.

But then, neither looking back nor thanking come natural to us humans. We are a progressive race and like one elderly gent once told me - since we have two forward looking eyes, we will always move forward, no matter what.

And move forward I did, out of the station, to the humid world I call home these days - Chennai.

Chennai Central